Sunday 2 October 2011

Manchester United 2-0 Norwich: Anderson and Welbeck keep Red Devils top

Manchester United
Manchester United
Manchester United
Manchester United completed a club record 19th successive home league win - but few have been as unconvincing as this bloodless triumph over plucky Norwich.
The visitors carved out virtually all the best chances, with Anthony Pilkington hitting a post and rolling a shot wide after finding himself clean through.
Norwich were made to pay when Anderson powered home a close-range header midway through the second period before Danny Welbeck scored his third goal in a week, sliding in to finish off Park Ji-sung's cut-back.
United boss Sir Alex Ferguson spent a good proportion of the build-up extolling the virtues of his Norwich counterpart Paul Lambert, and explaining why Scots are such a significant presence in the top flight.
Still, Norwich refused to let their heads drop and came agonisingly close to a leveller as Pilkington's shot deflected off Anderson, onto the post and back into the grateful arms of Lindegaard, who had been helpless.
Danny Welbeck then slid in but failed by inches to touch home Jones' cross.
Norwich continued to threaten but after Morison's goalbound effort was turned away by Ferdinand, Welbeck sealed the win with his third goal in a week before Rooney chipped narrowly over.
Saturday 1 October 2011

Everton 0 - 2 Liverpool

Premier League
Liverpool's £58m strikeforce of Andy Carroll and Luis Suarez scored the goals that settled the Merseyside derby at Goodison Park - but Everton were left complaining bitterly about Jack Rodwell's controversial early red card.
Rodwell was sent off by referee Martin Atkinson - who has shown 15 red cards since the start of last season - after 23 minutes for what appeared to be a legitimate challenge on Suarez.
Everton had started well but were then forced to mount a rearguard action with 10 men following Rodwell's dismissal.
The hosts survived when goalkeeper Tim Howard saved Dirk Kuyt's penalty late in the first half after Phil Jagielka felled Suarez.
But with Goodison Park openly directing its full hostility towards Atkinson, Liverpool went ahead when Carroll turned in his first Premier League goal of the season after 70 minutes
And Suarez took advantage of a misunderstanding between Leighton Baines and Sylvain Distin to add a second with eight minutes left.
Everton boss David Moyes will be frustrated at the turn of events that halted his side's early momentum - but counterpart Kenny Dalglish will happily take victory on his return to Goodison Park as Liverpool manager, the place where his first spell in charge ended more than 20 years ago.
Tim Cahill was fit for Everton after suffering a shin injury at Manchester City last week - and his value was illustrated as he was swiftly into his stride and unsettling the Liverpool defence.
It was Suarez, however, who had the first chance. Jagielka's sliced clearance found Kuyt, but Suarez could only head his cross tamely into the arms of Howard.
As a frenetic opening continued, Cahill - whose robust approach had already prompted Jamie Carragher to register his displeasure to Atkinson - rose above the Liverpool defence to force keeper Pepe Reina into an athletic tip over the top.
Everton defender Distin then demonstrated neat footwork to evade a succession of challenges inside the area before sending a rising, angled effort narrowly off target.
The game was engulfed in controversy when Rodwell appeared to win the ball cleanly in a midfield challenge with Suarez. The tackle drew an angry response from Liverpool's players- Lucas in particular as Suarez writhed in agony - but it was an obvious injustice when the England Under-21 midfielder was shown the red card.
As half-time approached with Everton desperate to get into the dressing room and regroup, Liverpool were awarded a penalty for Jagielka's rash challenge on Suarez. This time there was no disputing Atkinson's decision, but Howard rescued Everton by diving low to his left to keep out Kuyt's spot-kick.
At the end of a frantic first 45 minutes, there was still time for Charlie Adam to strike the bar from 20 yards before referee Atkinson departed to a deafening chorus of jeering from Everton's fans.
Little had been seen of £35m man Carroll until just after the restart when he twice rose powerfully to meet corners, forcing Louis Saha to clear acrobatically off the line and Howard to save low at his post.
Saha had been in lively mood after he was restored to the side and gave Reina an anxious moment with a low effort from distance that flashed just wide.
It was the signal for Dalglish to contemplate changes and they came after 66 minutes when Adam and the subdued Stewart Downing were replaced by Steven Gerrard and Craig Bellamy.
Liverpool had hardly been placing Everton under relentless pressure, but they finally forced their way through with 20 minutes left. Bellamy played in Jose Enrique, and when Kuyt ducked under his cross Carroll forced home from eight yards.
Everton were, perhaps understandably, deflated at the setback and it was no surprise when Suarez added Liverpool's second after 82 minutes. Distin and Baines were involved in a mix-up as the Uruguayan advanced into the area, and he was not about to pass up the gift to shoot low past Howard.
Liverpool were now in command and collected the three points in comfort, with Kuyt striking the woodwork in the closing seconds.
Friday 30 September 2011

Arsene Wenger's Arsenal destiny in own hands - Stan Kroenke

Arsenal manager Arsene Wenger is the only man who will decide when he leaves the job, says Gunners owner Stan Kroenke.
"It's his decision and only he will know that," Kroenke said in an interview with the Daily Telegraph.
Wenger has been criticised for his transfer policy and the Gunners' poor start to the Premier League season.
But the American businessman added: "Arsene's our man. As an owner, that's who we put our confidence in."
And he pointed to 61-year-old Wenger's record in discovering new talent, and to the promise of a side containing youngsters like Alex Oxlade-Chamberlain and Jack Wilshere.
"Maybe it is one of those times when we have to work our way through, maybe with some young players," Kroenke said.

Sunderland manager Steve Bruce disappointed by Titus Bramble's conduct

Sunderland manager Steve Bruce disappointed by Titus Bramble's conduct
Sunderland boss Steve Bruce believes footballers should show more responsibility off the pitch.
Bruce was speaking in the week the club suspended defender Titus Bramble while police investigate allegations of sexual assault and possession of a Class A drug.
Legal restrictions limited what Bruce could talk about.
But he said: "In Titus's case there is an investigation - but I don't think he should be in that position anyway."
Bramble, 30, was questioned a day after Sunderland's 2-1 defeat at Norwich and will miss Saturday's home game against West Brom.
And Bruce added: "I don't think you should be in a nightclub on a Tuesday night. I don't think any footballer should be in a nightclub on a Monday night, Tuesday night or Wednesday night - not with a game on a Saturday, especially after the way you have just been beaten on the Monday night.
"In my day, the vast majority of people I played with would have put their head down, gone into the bunker and said, 'Well, I am going to go and train hard and put it right on Saturday'.
Unfortunately, with the rewards they get, they alienate themselves and should show more responsibility."

Tevez will not apologise to Manchester City manager Mancini

Carlos Tevez maintains he has nothing to apologise to Roberto Mancini about and believes his team-mates will support his version of events.
Manager Mancini said Tevez refused to come on against Bayern Munich and will not feature for Manchester City again.
The striker blamed "confusion on the bench", adding he was "ready to play".
Mancini chose not to comment on the matter on Friday but received strong backing from Manchester United counterpart Sir Alex Ferguson.
Tevez believes the players who were alongside him on the bench on Tuesday will back his story, despite telling Sky Sports later that evening: "I didn't feel right to play, so I didn't."
James Milner, Aleksandar Kolarov, Edin Dzeko and Pablo Zabaleta were on the bench when the confrontation took place.
Tevez, 27, has been suspended for two weeks by the club pending an investigation into the incident, which happened in the second half of the 2-0 Champions League defeat by Bayern.
Mancini appeared at his usual Friday news conference, but beforehand journalists were warned not to ask questions about Tevez.
The Italian manager denied this had been the hardest week of his managerial career.
"No, no, absolutely no," he said. "Why is it difficult? Some situations can happen in football, in your job. It's important that the past is finished.
"I don't have any complications. Only one complication that we had two days ago is that we lost against Bayern Munich, only this. We started very well. We can do a fantastic season, I don't have this problem.
"It is normal that one player is not happy to leave the pitch in an important game or to stay on the bench, it's a normal situation for every manager."
Ferguson endorsed Mancini's handling of the affair at his Friday news conference.
"Roberto has shown his strength of character, his strength of management and that is important," said Ferguson.
Tevez was widely criticised for his actions during his side's defeat in Munich, though he maintains that he did not refuse to play, insisting that his failure to take to the pitch was a "misunderstanding".

West Ham want Carlos Tevez on loan from Manchester City

West Ham want Carlos Tevez on loan from Manchester City
West Ham are interested in bringing Manchester City forward Carlos Tevez back to Upton Park.
Football League rules allow him to sign for a Championship club on loan, even though the transfer window has closed.
City manager Roberto Mancini said the 27-year-old refused to come on against Bayern Munich on Tuesday and will not feature for the Manchester club again.
Tevez insists he has nothing to apologise for and believes his team-mates will back his version of events.
West Ham want Carlos Tevez on loan from Manchester City

Late on Thursday, a senior official at another of the Argentine's former clubs, Corinthians, told BBC Sport that the Brazilian side were "at the moment not thinking about" a loan move for the player.
In July, Tevez came close to joining Corinthians before they pulled out of the move.
City thought a £40m deal had been agreed after the striker told the Premier League outfit he wanted to return to South America, but he remained at Etihad Stadium.
Tevez became a fans' favourite in his previous spell at Upton Park as he helped save the Hammers from relegation in 2006-07 before leaving for Manchester United.
But his stay was also marked by controversy.
In April 2007, West Ham were found guilty by a Premier League tribunal of acting improperly and withholding vital documentation over the ownership of Tevez and compatriot Javier Mascherano when they signed the duo in 2006.
Earlier on Friday, West Ham completed a deal for Arsenal goalkeeper Manuel Almunia on a one-month emergency loan after Robert Green was ruled out for around six weeks.
Thursday 29 September 2011

Leci: Love Thy Neighbour


Leci: Love Thy Neighbour

It's interesting to note that two of the nominees came from the same fixture.In November 2010, Tottenham went to the Emirates Stadium and came away with all 3 points on Arsenal soil for the first time in 17 years.In April, the two sides met at White Hart Lane, and served up a frenzied feast of frantic feisty football, the game ending in a 3-3 draw.There were plenty of candidates for the ‘Game of the Season' in the 2010-11 edition of the Barclays Premier League.They were two remarkable matches, made all the more extraordinary by the fact that Arsenal were 2 goals to the good in both of them, and were ultimately pegged back.More often than not in the Premier League era, Tottenham have resembled lambs to the slaughter in meetings with their North London neighbours. Last season appeared to witness a change in the tectonic foundations of one of the bitterest and most long standing rivalries in English football.It all started in 1913, and got particularly fractious in 1919, when Tottenham were convinced that Arsenal had taken their place in the old First Division by nefarious means - it's a long story.The fact that Arsenal started life as a football club in South London and then moved to become Tottenham's closest neighbours exacerbated the situation (too close for comfort, clearly).In the early days, such was the extent of the acrimony, that matches often descended into the kind of near-violence that would have produced a rash of red cards today.In the Premier League era though, it's fair to say that Arsenal have had Spurs' number - even introducing a ‘St Totteringham's Day' - the point in the season at which Tottenham, mathematically, couldn't possibly finish above Arsenal in the league. This was indicative of the confidence level in the Arsenal camp, that they would better, and continue to exceed, their rivals' achievements.As I mentioned earlier though, the situation has changed of late, and perhaps for the first time in many a season, Tottenham will go into Sunday's North London derby as marginal favourites.Statistically, you could say that Arsene Wenger's side squandered 5 points over the two encounters from eminently winnable positions, and while defeat at The Emirates must have been galling for the Gunners (especially bearing in mind the fact that they were comfortably in front at the break and cruising) the 2 points dropped at The Lane proved to be even more significant. They effectively put paid to any hopes Arsenal had of challenging for the title.
Arsenal's problematic start to this campaign has been well documented, as they continue to come to terms with the departure of their two best players Cesc Fabregas and Samir Nasri. It reflects the fact that Arsenal have become what is termed a ‘selling club', with top players electing to pursue honours elsewhere - presumably on the basis that they don't expect The Emirates' trophy cabinet to be replenished any time soon.
There is no doubt that Arsenal, as a team, has been a joy to watch, and plays the kind of football that delights purists, even throughout the course of the last 6 unsuccessful (in terms of picking up silverware) seasons.
Significantly though, after personnel issues were sorted out, Spurs have kicked on well, and can cite two decent away maximums in a recent 3-game winning streak that also includes a 4-0 thumping of Liverpool.The context for this Sunday's North London derby could hardly be more fascinating, despite the fact that we're not even 1/6 of the way into the season.
With new players beginning to bed in though, there are encouraging signs for the Gunners, especially after last weekend's comfortable win against Bolton. Tottenham for their part, endured a difficult start to the season, suffering heavy defeats against the two Manchester clubs, while the Luka Modric saga took twists, turns and its toll on the club.
It's a fixture that always captures the imagination, and invariably provides plenty of goals and excitement. Passions will be at fever pitch (allusion intended) for the partisans this weekend, while the neutrals will be able to sit back, relax, and enjoy one of the most compelling fixtures the Barclays Premier League has to offer.

Suggs, Ravens would love nothing better than to shut up Rex Ryan

Suggs, Ravens would love nothing better than to shut up Rex Ryan
As brash and bold as ever, Rex Ryan can talk the talk with any NFL head coach who has ever donned the headset. But Baltimore outside linebacker Terrell Suggs takes a back seat to no one in terms of self-confidence, self-expression and big-game buildup. And that's just one of the many reasons Sunday night's reunion-themed matchup between the Jets and Ravens makes for the NFL's centerpiece showdown of Week 4.
On one sideline will be Ryan, the Jets' proud and loud third-year head coach, who'll be making his first trip to Baltimore in the regular season since spending 10 mostly successful years there as a Ravens defensive assistant (1999-2008). On the other side will be Suggs, fellow Baltimore linebacker Ray Lewis, safety Ed Reed and all the other defensive Ravens who once took their marching orders from the man who is now New York's round mound of sound.
"We loved him when he was here,'' Suggs said Wednesday, in a lunch-hour phone interview. "Him and [current Jets defensive coordinator and ex-Ravens outside linebackers coach] Mike Pettine are responsible for a lot of guys here and what they've done in their careers, mine included. I love playing against Rex, because I think he gets to see his finest work up close. If he's Michelangelo, I was his Sistine Chapel. He gets to see what he created. He gets to coach against the very beast, the monster, he helped create.''
I love a good Sistine Chapel reference dropped seamlessly into a football story as much as the next guy, so at that point I just tried to keep Suggs rolling, asking if he and his teammates ever let themselves wonder what might have been had Baltimore elevated Ryan from defensive coordinator to head coach rather than hire John Harbaugh in early 2008?
"The first year we did, when he was still here (as Harbaugh's defensive coordinator),'' Suggs admitted. "We thought about it, what if Rex was the coach? But he's not, so we got over it pretty quick. But yeah, we all knew he was going to be a great head coach. You can see how his guys love him, and how guys are always trying to line up to play for him.
"We feel as though he left prematurely. But he had to do what was best for him and his family. He always wanted to be a head coach, but we felt he left while there was still work to be done. He left the job undone, and that was winning a Super Bowl. And now he's trying to do it with somebody else, and we're taking kind of offense to that.''
The Jets and Ravens (both 2-1) have every right to sprinkle Super Bowl references into their pregame hype. After all, New York has made the past two AFC title games since Ryan arrived, and Harbaugh has led Baltimore to the playoffs in all three of his seasons with the Ravens, with New York and Baltimore each producing a league-best four postseason road victories over that span. The goal this year in both cities is clear-cut: Beating out the behemoths from New England and Pittsburgh, respectively, and finally forego the wild-card route in the playoffs in favor of division titles and higher seeds in the AFC postseason field.
The Ravens already have taken a step toward that reality, embarrassing Pittsburgh 35-7 in their regular-season opener in Baltimore. The Jets, who are in the middle leg of a demanding three-game road trip, get their first shot at the Patriots next week in Foxboro. But first, the Ravens must be confronted, and Ryan would dearly love to pay them back for beating his Jets 10-9 in last year's season opener, a game that saw New York gallingly fail to score a touchdown and amass just 176 yards of offense in its regular-season debut at the New Meadowlands Stadium.
"It'll be a physical game again,'' said Suggs, the pass-rushing star and ninth-year veteran who played the first six seasons of his NFL career on a defense that Ryan helped coach. "But we've got the advantage that we're at M&T [Bank Stadium]. So it's going to be a fight.''
The Ravens enter the fight with a sense of momentum generated by last Sunday's impressive 37-7 dismantling of the Rams in St. Louis, giving them victories by 28 and 30 points in the season's first three weeks. Baltimore is suddenly an offensive power, rolling up a franchise-best 553 yards of offense against the Rams, with quarterback Joe Flacco throwing for a career-high 389 yards, including three eye-popping first-quarter touchdowns to rookie receiver Torrey Smith (who made his first five NFL receptions for 152 yards and those three scores).
The Jets, by comparison, are reeling in the wake of Week's 3 results. First they got rolled in Oakland by a resurgent Raiders team that ran for 234 yards and four touchdowns in its 34-24 win -- the most rushing yards by far that Ryan's Jets have allowed in his 41-game New York tenure -- and then they got filleted in the media by Jets legend Joe Namath, who suggested that Ryan's penchant for singing the praises of his own players has left them overconfident and under-prepared.
That's a subjective case to make, but New York left itself open to criticism of some sort after the debacle against the Raiders. The Jets run defense, one of the supposed strengths of the team, is ranked 31st overall (136.7-yard average), and has allowed an NFL-worst five rushing touchdowns. New York's own identity as a run-first team out of the "Ground and Pound'' mold seemed laughable, given Oakland out-rushed New York by 134 yards.
Ryan likely isn't stroking his players all that much this week, but Suggs both saw and benefited from Ryan's tendency to build up his guys' self-esteem. But at the same time, he said without Ryan's demanding style and sense of discipline he would not have developed into the Pro Bowl level-linebacker he has been for most of his career.
"He's a player's coach, no doubt,'' Suggs said. "He'll stick his neck out for you, and he's going to put you in the best position to win. I'm going to be totally honest with you. When I first got to Baltimore [in 2003], he was my coach, and all I wanted to do was just sack quarterbacks. I didn't want to do none of the physical stuff, and he told me that's not an option here. If you're going to play on this Ravens defense and wear a Ravens decal, you're going to be one tough SOB, and he turned me into one. Like I said, I credit the man a lot for my career, him and Mike Pettine. He helped me learn how to be a pro. He taught me about responsibility and how to be a guy to not let the defense down.''
Suggs is off to one of the most dominant, playmaking starts of his career, with four sacks, two forced fumbles and an interception in Baltimore's three games. And this is the kind of spotlight game he loves to take center stage in. Besides Ryan, his spotlight-loving former coach, Suggs will be competing against three ex-Ravens-turned-Jets: linebacker Bart Scott, receiver Derrick Mason and safety Jim Leonhard. But he knows where the story this week starts, and it's on Ryan's return.
"Oh, definitely Rex loves this,'' Suggs said of the pre-game focus on Ryan. "He demands a certain kind of presence, a certain kind of attention, and what better city to do it in than New York? It wasn't a surprise to me how he's been with the Jets. I knew once he got his opportunity he was going to explode with it, and that's what he did.''
As long as Ryan and Suggs are involved, you know the talk won't even end with the game's final whistle. One team's going to be 3-1, the other 2-2, but both will have something to say about it. That's a given.
"When we beat the Jets, I'm going to give Rex a hug and a kiss,'' Suggs said. "And then I'm going to kiss Bart [Scott], and hug Bart. And then I'm going to Disney World, because it's our bye week.''

Brady seeking revenge ... nine years later


Brady seeking revenge ... nine years later

Brady seeking revenge ... nine years later
Tom Brady's memory is in fine shape. [Brady] hates losing so much that he remembers what it felt like the last time he played a football game in the Bay Area -- and that was almost nine years ago. "The last time we played in Oakland it wasn't a pleasant flight home," Brady said. "Hopefully, we can redeem ourselves this time around." The Raiders, still stinging from a loss in the "Tuck Rule" game in the playoffs the previous season, beat the Patriots 27-20 in November 2002 at the Coliseum en route to an eventual AFC title. Through a quirk of scheduling, and the fact Brady was out for the season after knee surgery when thePatriots visited the 49ers and Raiders in 2008, he hasn't played anywhere near his hometown of San Mateo since

Wednesday 28 September 2011

Chelsea boss Andre Villas-Boas rejects Frank Lampard talk



Chelsea manager Andre Villas-Boas criticised "negative" coverage of Frank Lampard's role at the club as they prepare to face Valencia.
The 33-year-old midfielder lost his place in the England side earlier this month. Recently, he has been rested by Villas-Boas, either as part of a squad-rotation policy or in order to preserve him for the bigger games.
In a pre-match news conference, Villas-Boas branded most questions about Lampard as "negative", adding: "I think I've answered that question enough."
Asked what he particularly took issue with, the Portuguese added: "The fact that these players are 'changing' and that they are 'out' and then they are 'in' and, 'What is the problem with this player?' and, 'How is he going to react to a different situation?'
"I don't see things like that. We all see things in the dressing room as team objectives and collective objectives, nothing else."
Villas-Boas insisted there was "nothing dramatic" in his refusal to confirm whether Lampard would be recalled at the Mestalla for the Champions League clash.
He added: "I just go on managing my team and the biggest challenge of the manager is having everybody motivated.
"Everybody wants to play, so everybody competes for a place. There's no mystique in this situation. It's the day-by-day life of management."
Meanwhile, Daniel Sturridge is expected to be fit and Ramires is back after suspension.
Romelu Lukaku is ineligible and Alex, Paulo Ferreira and Josh McEachran did not travel to Spain.
Provisional squad: Cech, Ivanovic, Bosingwa, Terry, Luiz, Cole, Bertrand, Mikel, Romeu, Ramires, Lampard, Meireles, Mata, Malouda, Torres, Drogba, Anelka, Sturridge, Kalou, Turnbull.

Book reveals new details on life of late Hall of Famer Walter Payton


A new biography on the life of Walter Payton alleges that the NFL Hall of Famer numbed his maladies by robotically ingesting the painkiller Darvon during his playing days, was involved in extramarital dalliances and fell into a depressed state that included heavy self-medication after his NFL career ended in 1987.
Among the other revelations in Sweetness: The Enigmatic Life of Walter Payton, which Sports Illustrated is excerpting in this week's issue, author Jeff Pearlman (a former SI senior writer and current contributor to SI.com) says Payton frantically juggled his wife and girlfriend during his Hall of Fame weekend in Canton in July 1993.
Pearlman said he interviewed 678 people for the book, which he worked on for 2 ½ years. Sweetness chronicles Payton's life, from his childhood in segregated Mississippi, to his college years at Jackson State, to his 13-year NFL career and his post-Bears life. Payton had primary sclerosing cholangitis, a rare and deadly liver disease, and died in 1999 from bile duct cancer. (The painkiller Darvon, which was first approved in the 1950s, is an opioid narcotic used to treat mild to moderate pain. It has since been pulled by the market.)
In the book, Pearlman writes:
The burden of loneliness and his marriage weren't Payton's only problems. As a player he had numbed his maladies with pills and liquids, usually supplied by the Bears. Payton popped Darvon robotically during his playing days, says [his longtime agent Bud] Holmes, "I'd see him walk out of the locker room with jars of painkillers, and he'd eat them like they were a snack", and also lathered his body with dimethyl sulfoxide, a topical analgesic commonly used to treat horses. Now that he was retired, the self-medicating only intensified. Payton habitually ingested a cocktail of Tylenol and Vicodin. In a particularly embarrassing episode, in 1988, Payton visited a handful of dental offices, complaining of severe tooth pain. He received several prescriptions for morphine and hit up a handful of drugstores to have them filled. When one of the pharmacists noticed the activity, he contacted the police, who arrived at Payton's house and discussed the situation. Payton was merely issued a warning. "Walter was pounding his body with medication," says Holmes. "I wish I knew how bad it was, but at the time I really didn't."

he book reports that Payton often used nitrous oxide while he was playing and after he retired. Pearlman writes:
Back when Payton drove his own RV to Bears training camp, he used to load the rear of the vehicle with tanks of nitrous oxide, commonly known as laughing gas. At nights and during breaks in the action, players sneaked into Payton's trailer, loaded the nitrous oxide into balloons, then carried them around while taking hits. The goofy laughter could be heard throughout the training facility.
Now retired, Payton turned to nitrous oxide more than ever. Large tanks occupied a corner of his garage, and he held a gas-filled balloon throughout portions of the day, taking joyous hits when the impulse struck.
The book says that Payton wrote to a friend that he contemplated suicide in his post-football career. Here is another passage from the excerpt:
On one particularly dark day in the mid-'90s, Payton wrote a friend a letter saying that Payton needed to get his life in order and was afraid of doing "something" he'd regret. In the note Payton admitted that he regularly contemplated suicide. Thinking about "the people I put into this f---ed-up situation," he wrote, "maybe it would be better if I just disappear." Payton said he imagined picking up his gun, murdering those around him, then turning the weapon on himself. "Every day something like this comes into my head," he wrote. He was distraught over these persistent thoughts about wanting to "hurt so many others" and not thinking "it is wrong." Payton ended the letter by admitting that he needed help but that he had nowhere to turn.
As for Payton's 23-year marriage to Connie, Pearlman says that "it was a union solely in name."
From the excerpt:
Walter's extramarital dalliances were becoming common knowledge throughout Chicago. He confided in those with whom he was close that when his children graduated from high school, he would divorce Connie [who declined to speak at length to the author] once and for all. "He didn't want the children to go through the rigors of a celebrity divorce," says Kimm Tucker, the executive director of Payton's charitable foundation. "He knew what the spotlight felt like when it was negative, and he hated the idea of Jarrett and Brittney experiencing any of that." Says his longtime friend Ron Atlas, "Walter knew that if he left Connie, all the work he'd done to his image would go by the wayside."
Shortly after he learned he'd been voted into the Hall of Fame, Payton spoke with Lita Gonzalez [not her real name], a New Jersey-based flight attendant with whom he'd been in a tempestuous relationship since they'd met at the Michael Spinks-Mike Tyson heavyweight title fight in Atlantic City in 1988. "I'm coming to the ceremony," Gonzalez said. "There's no way I'd miss it." The last thing Payton needed was to have his Hall of Fame weekend complicated and compromised. But Lita was coming, and she expected to be treated as his girlfriend. "She was insisting she be seated in the front row," says Tucker. "We said, 'Lita, are you insane? We're marketing this man as a family-friendly spokesperson. His whole image is based around decency. You will ruin him.
Pearlman said he wanted to write a book about "someone decent; about someone caring" following his Roger Clemens biography. "Walter Payton was insanely curious, and his interest in other people -- regular fans, folks on the street -- extended beyond the score of nearly any athlete I've ever come across (Sean Casey the possible exception)," Pearlman said. "Best of all, Payton had depth. There was so much beneath the surface with this man. But that was also a problem. Because for all of his depth, Payton spent his life as a lockbox. He trusted very few people, and confided in -- at most -- three or four. The image out there when he played is the same one out there today: Classy guy, perfect in all areas, the ultimate role model, great running back and the ultimate prankster. And while that is, in many ways, sort of true, it's also a cheap, easy and unfair portrait."
Asked if he worried about facing a backlash for tarnishing the image of a deceased man, Pearlman said, "I sure do. It hurts me that this will hurt his kids. It really does because Jarrett and Brittney are wonderful, engaging, fun, caring people and they're really uplifting figures in the Chicago landscape ... That said, I set out to write a definitive biography -- period. When people would ask, 'Well, is this going to be positive?' I'd say, 'Not positive, not negative -- definitive.'"


I was ready to play for Manchester City - Carlos Tevez


Manchester City striker Carlos Tevez is unhappy with how the club and media have portrayed his failure to come on as a substitute against Bayern Munich.
BBC Sport has learned Tevez feels his row with boss Roberto Mancini was about warming up and not a refusal to play.
The 27-year-old felt he was ready to play when asked to prepare to come on in the second half of the 2-0 defeat.
Tevez blamed "confusion on the bench" for the "misunderstanding" in a statement on Wednesday.
Mancini claimed after the match that Tevez would never play for him at City again.
But Tevez, who is unhappy with his lack of playing time in recent weeks, is understood to believe his boss should not have spoken publicly on the matter with emotions running high and the facts behind the dispute unclear.
The Argentine angered Mancini by seemingly not wanting to come on during the second half.
"If I have my way he will be out. He's finished with me," the Italian said after the match.
"If we want to improve as a team, Carlos can't play with us. With me, he is finished."
Tevez subsequently apologised to the club's fans for the incident.
"I would like to apologise to all Manchester City fans, with whom I have always had a strong relationship, for any misunderstanding that occurred in Munich," he said.
"They understand that when I am on the pitch I have always given my best for the club. In Munich on Tuesday I had warmed up and was ready to play.
"This is not the right time to get into specific details as to why this did not happen. But I wish to state that I never refused to play.
"Going forward I am ready to play when required and to fulfil my obligations."
BBC sports editor David Bond says it is unlikely any showdown talks between Mancini and Tevez will take place on Wednesday as the players are not due in for training. City are next in action on Saturday when they play at Blackburn in the Premier League.
Tevez has agitated for a move away from City twice in the past year,submitting a transfer request (which was later withdrawn) in December before, in July, asking for a move in order to be closer to his two daughters in his Argentina.
A proposed £40m switch to Corinthians fell through in the summer as time ran out to complete the transfer before the Brazilian deadline.

Tevez sulks on bad night for Manchester clubs


LONDON: Carlos Tevez’s career at Manchester City was hanging by a thread and Manchester United’s defence was full of holes on a poor night for both English clubs in the Champions League on Tuesday.
The Argentine striker angered coach Roberto Mancini after refusing to come off the bench in a 2-0 defeat at Bayern Munich that leaves big-spending City struggling in Group A in their first venture in the Champions League.
Last season’s runners-up Manchester United are also still looking for their first win in Group C after squandering a two-goal lead at home to Swiss club FC Basel, eventually drawing 3-3 after a late face-saving equaliser by Ashley Young.
After two draws they are in third place, two points behind Basel and Portuguese side Benfica who beat Romanians Otelul Galati 1-0 in Bucharest.
In Group B Inter Milan hit back after their opening defeat by Trabzonspor to win 3-2 at CSKA Moscow while Real Madrid made it two wins from two matches in Group D with Cristiano Ronaldo, Kaka and Karim Benzema scoring in a 3-0 win over Ajax Amsterdam.
Manchester City may be the world’s richest club, thanks to the hundreds of millions invested in three years by Sheikh Mansour of Abu Dhabi, but Tevez’s antics were more like those of a Sunday morning park player than a top professional earning more than 200,000 pounds ($314,000) per week.
Mancini, who also had angry words with their Bosnia striker Edin Dzeko after substituting him, told reporters that as far as he was concerned Tevez was “finished” at City.
TEVEZ “FINISHED”
The Italian, looking visibly shocked, told a news conference: “I am really disappointed because it is Carlos.
“This can’t happen in a top club — to refuse to go in to help his team mates. What I said to Carlos is between me, him and the team.
“But if we want to improve as a team Carlos can’t play with us. With me, he is finished.”
Bayern were deserved winners at the Allianz Arena, where Mario Gomez scored two first-half goals, to extend their winning sequence to 10 matches in all competitions.
They lead the group with six points, followed by Napoli, who beat Villarreal 2-0, on four points. City are third with one point while the Spaniards are without a point.
While City were floundering in Munich, their neighbours were also having problems of their own at home against Basel despite taking a 2-0 lead in the opening 17 minutes with a brace from young striker Danny Welbeck.
Their defence was shaky all night and Old Trafford was stunned as Fabian Frei and Alexander Frei struck in quick succession midway through the second half to make it 2-2.
The latter then converted a penalty after United got in a tangle in their own area with Antonio Valencia bundling over Marco Strellar.
CARELESS UNITED
United were heading for only their second defeat in 33 home matches in the competition when Young headed home in the 90th minute to salvage a point.
“We were careless and there was a lack of concentration throughout the side at times,” United manager Alex Ferguson said.
“We let them create a lot of chances but we rescued it.
“I told them to finish it off at halftime and it is a wake-up call for us. If you are lax then with the quality in the Champions League you will suffer.”
Inter Milan, the 2009-10 champions, earned their first points in Group B as new coach Claudio Ranieri’s dream start to the job continued.
Mauro Zarate scored the late winner to give Ranieri his second victory since taking over from sacked Gian Piero Gasperini, the other victory coming in last weekend’s league game against Bologna.
“I think we beat a very good team tonight,” Ranieri, whose side had led 2-0 at one stage, told a news conference.
“We played well, passed the ball well and also controlled the tempo,” added the former AS Roma, Juventus and Chelsea manager.
Inter are in second spot with three points, one behind Turkish club Trabzonspor who drew 1-1 at home to Lille.
Inter’s former manager Jose Mourinho enjoyed a straightforward evening in Madrid as nine-times European Cup winners Real cruised past Ajax to take control of Group D.
Ronaldo gave them the lead in the 25th minute at the Bernabeu before Kaka and Karim Benzema struck either side of halftime.
Real lead the group by two points from Olympique Lyon who have four thanks to their 2-0 win at home to Dinamo Zagreb.

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